Brighter day :) Yes, I am getting on the track again. I won't let anyone put me down and anything that can stress me out. Yeah, Alhamdulillah, after I read Solusi an Islamic magazine, the witer said about the sincerity and our purity of efforts. If we deny about our fate, or our destiny, we are blaming Allah. Nauzubillah. I shall istigfar a lot, since I wasted my whole week of MPI rambled about my results. Now, at least, I felt a lot more better. I now, can handle a real huge pressure, and I think that is the hikmah.
Thank you to Puan Azizah for understanding me. Thank you for sharing your tears with me. Regardless of my Economics papers, no worries, I truly love Economics, no doubt. Perhaps, what she said and advised me was hmph, quite true. I thought too much about my results, placement, parents (yeah, of course I have to :D ), but what simple distracted me, that, I was pressurized myself. Grrrrr. Everything was against me, I guess. That was what Puan Azizah assumed.
InsyaALLAH, I have promised to myself to compete with myself. Not with you, or you, yes you! Yeah, the old me is about to disappear, but no worries, I am going to turn into a cool nerd.
Aqilah, seems to be a real counselor to me recently. Huh-?