; Setelah berjanggut saya tunggu.

Saya sudah terpacak depan PC sejak pukul 11.55 pagi dan sudah membuka website UPU.

dup dap dup dap......

*bunyi dram*


Alhamdulillah!

Saya dapat Universiti Islam Antarabangsa Malaysia !

:)

Saya akan belajar balik!



Hati menari-nari ;
Deeb .

; " What happened ? "

" Nothing. That's the problem."

Note : This is SBP (Superbly Boring Post)

This is what I have been saying to everybody lately and it's true. Nothing is happening. And that's why I'm posting so rarely. Anyway, my creativity is low now. I'm really confused. I have a lot of work to do, online, offline. Mind that, I do the housework and that is actually tiring me, yaar. I have no idea of posting my daily lifestyle, everyday. Odd, I say? Yes, I think I need those little stress back in 2008. When the boredom strikes which come up every 5 minutes, I switch on the computer. I think, if this computer could speak its mind, I'll be hearing those nagging like "Adibah, get life! I need mine too!!!! Stop using me, I need my rest!"

I really think I should post here weekly. Or maybe monthly considering how my life's progressing. The problem is, THERE'S NO BLOODY IMPROVEMENT!

By the way, the UPU's result will be released when the clock strikes at 12 midnight today. Geez, all I wish is now, hoping for the best to stick myself to one of the varsity, pleaseeee! I think my first choice is Foundation in Science, University of Malaya which is just a stone throw from my house. However, I don't mind of getting into UIAM too.

I have never studied about 4 months? All I do is listen to songs, sing, blog, write, dance occasionally in front of the mirror, read books, do some craftwork, look at myself with pride and admiration, be a narcissistic (I found the word from the Citcat), etc, etc.

I guess I should really obey Ibu and use the computer just for an hour a day. That will make me realise that there are other things too (I need first find what are those things), seems to be definitely impossible. I think I'll go insane anyway. With or without the computer. Because I'm too lazy and uninterested to do anything else than this. I really need a therapist.

Serious request to all of you : Please pass TAGS. I really don't know what to write these days. And I really love this blog. If I don't write here for more than 2 days, I feel weird. I don't feel so when I'm completely ignoring my other blogs.

Emergency escape .

Boredom kills me softly ;
Deeb .


p/s ; I think, the telephone bill strikes up too. Thanks for Sherry for the long deep conversation, uh?

; A tale of sisters.

Salam and hello !

Okay, whatever the title is, yes I am talking about my super gedik sister, Amirah. She has her blog and she is just 9 years old this coming September, to be exact. I do not mind at all actually. But, what? She has a blog? Plus, she has her own Friendster, Myspace, Facebook, Twitter and even POLYVORE?! Haiyaa, this girl should play board games like Monopoly or Scrabble instead of these websites. Uh? See, how the modernization change the time.

Remember, at 90's we used to watch series of Barney and Friends, Sesame Street, Banana in Pyjamas, Hey Arnold! and whatever was on the Disney Channel, Nicklodeon, CN. Doubtfully, the rotation are made. Uh - speechless. I am not the one who carry those kind of behaviour to her or whatsoever, but Amirah watch American Next Top Model and even she has her own account of Youtube, what can I say? Weh, saya pun takde masa nak sign up Youtube account okay? Before, I only played with my Play-Doh, Lego (6th grade la), Barbie, some toys I got from Happy Meals Mcdonalds. But, what is with the kids nowadays?

No Need For Speed, The Sims, Crazy Taxi, and FIFA Street Soccer. They got it all. At the age of 7, Zakwan is a spoil brat! I asked Ayah for a new phone, probably I should work hard for my next new achievements. No free gift. See? Everything comes with efforts for me.

Amirah is good in expressing her own thoughts anyway, I don't doubt that. Take a look at her blog. Here ;

http://amirah-prettygirl.blogspot.com/

Where the heck she got the idea of her blog name? And her best helper is my own friend, Ball. Thanks to her as she is willingly an open heart to help my sister. No, Amirah is seeking for Ball's help instead of me. However, I love Amirah so much. She is one of my loveliest gediks that I would never leave her alone. Hey, she is my little sister, okay! Sheesh, I know I am a very bad sister for telling you this. I think it's funny the way 9-year-old kid think about their life. They have a long journey ahead! Yet, they did not know what awaits them.

Amirah wants to be a Beautician while, Muhammad wants to join venture with me.

Souled Sister,
Kak Ngah .

p/s ; Zakwan loves me the most compare to Aqila and Atiqa :P

; Sekadar suara hati.

Hello bloggie !

Okey, bunyi macam bimbo terencat. Tak mengapalah, saya pun sudah bosan dengan kerenah manusia hari ini. Pening kepala otak saya nak baca pesanan ringkas dari manusia sejagat. Agaknya, mana la sekolah yang dia pergi? Sekolah Warisan Manja kali? Oh, tidak mungkin. Berdirinya saya di pentas blog saya sendiri, bukan bertujuan untuk mempersoal kredibiliti seseorang. Sekadar meluah apa yang terpendam dalam hati nurani ini.

Saya rasa saya sedang mematangkan diri saya sendiri. Kalau mahu teks mesej saya, TOLONG JANGAN GUNA PERKATAAN MERAPU LAGI MERABAN. Saya bukan benci, cuma meluat. Pening la nak baca. Tolong sangat okey? Kalau nak bermanja-manja dalam mesej dengan perkataan yang saya rasa "NTAH APA-APA LA BUDAK NI", bukan dengan saya. Mungkin, minah rempit bolehla kot kan? Oops, maaf bukan hendak mengata, realiti sebenar.

Contoh ;

TO ; Mama XOXO




"Awk nk pg snew bilew?Sy da leteyh lew niw tgu awk....Awk dtg lew cpat sket. ...Sy cyunk awk leyh?Sowie lew sbb x mecej awk....Awk jgn mara ew?Sy x buleyh titow tawu sbb terengat awk chumel....Owg mmg lew x encem,tp, sy tawu awk ttp chenta samew sy kan?Tp, tapew sy macih dcni...Sowie yerk!" - PAPA XOXO



Okey, mesej di atas bukanlah dalam peti mesej saya. Cuma kadang-kala saya terkilan? Nak bermanja? Boleh jalan la, geli okey? Miang satu badan. Cemburu? Weh, simpang malaikat 44. Kepada yg mahu bermesej dgn saya, tolong jangan guna perkataan macam itu. Saya tak mahu layan. Lagi satu, daripada anda bazir ruang dgn noktah (....) baik anda guna ruang yg ada sebaiknya. Telefon bimbit saya bukannya Iphone boleh simpan banyak-banyak memory, ya!

Saya berhak menyuarakan pendapat saya, sebab ini blog kisah saya. Takkanlah saya nak tulis perasaan anda, kan?




Misi terlaksana ;
Deeb .

p/s ; Jgn lew mara sy, kayh ? -___-!

; Matrix revolution .

Salam and Hello readers,

No, it is not about the movie nor about the gorgeous guy, Keanu Reeves. Indeed, finally I have received my Matriculation Program letter. I hate it, because everytime my letter is showing up, it will definitely won't be me who tear the envelope off. Pissed me off! I mean it. The transcript, the offer letter, my Mega, and so does this latest letter. Please, stop tearing my letter!!

Ayah called me out, "DIBAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! Ni ada surat pergi UK." I was like HA HA HA. Ayah was making another lmao joke. In fact, I know when the result will be released. You did not get me there, Ayah! Ayah is asking me everything about the letter, the what, how, where, who. Hehehe, the best part is there are tonnes of Beseri will be there too. Another port to be built. However, after Ayah checked the UPU result day, then I knew exactly, that most people are waiting to be part of it. So do I. The idea of going to Perak is awesome! The matriculation college is OOOOHH-ing me. I think Perak has the best views and structures.

Nevertheless, I am still hoping to get the MARA scholarship. Yesss! Ayah and Ibu are both have this feeling of me getting it. May the bless will be with me, InsyaAllah. Please oh Allah grant me your bless. Ease me to go through this tough life. Oh, please after all You are Ar-Rahman and Ar-Rahim. Amin.

Oh, I am improving my English again. Jot down the good words and apply it here. Maybe, yes I miss my English class. Teacher Ida and Teacher Intan, the two sparkling lovelies. I saw Jodi Picoult's books at Subang Parade. Geez, Jodi's stories are like no other. Irresistable woo hoo.

So, the existence of papules is starting on my face. Oh, please disappear my benjol-benjolan. Sakit la. S***! My allergic is coming back to action, budusss. I think I should park myself again in front of the pharmacist, looking for Diane-35 and Differrin. What a waste.

Tomorrow is going to a hectic day, I guess. Morning, head to KL centre, Guardian, Book Fair. Evening, meet my whole bunch of relatives at Wak Yah's house, meeting with the folks about Abang Eddy's wedding. Yeeee ha! I love gatherings.




Ridiculous me ;
Deeb .


p/s ; Cetaphillllllllll , I need you!

; Hot like cupcakes.

My pleasure to Maisarah for always lovingly tagging me :D

THIS IS A TOAST.. TO US.. FOR THE MEN WHO HAVE US, THE LOSERS WHO HAD US, AND THE LUCKY PEOPLE WHO WILL MEET US!!

You have been hit.
You are considered one of the prettiest ladies with a kind, warm and loving heart.
Once you have been hit, you have to hit 10 pretty ladies with kind, warm and loving hearts.
If you get hit again you know you're really pretty and kind.
So hit 10 pretty ladies to let them know they are pretty -- both on the inside and the outside and that they are loved and cared about.

SEND THIS TO PRETTY LADIES TO BRIGHTEN THEIR DAY. REMIND THEM TO BE INFORMED, AWARE AND CHECKED FOR THEIR HEALTH'S SAKE. TELL THEM THAT NO ONE WANTS TO LOSE THEM; AFTER ALL, THEY ARE PRETTY LADIES WITH KIND, WARM, LOVING HEARTS.


I hit you ;
Ball, Aimi, Syud, Arlina, Ainun, Aziee, Nisya, Moon, DbaNoh, Maisarah *again* :)


Stay pretty, ladies !


I feel LOVED ;
Deeb .

; Dentist makes me sexier.

Hello readers,

I went for the dentist appointment again! Guess what?! It did not hurt me a bit. Maybe, a little while I got the injection and GAH! I am done.

Next appointment will be on the 4th May, Monday! Weee, the last one to make the grill on my teeth!

BIG ATTENTION
to dentist-phobic, serious dentist makes you sexier. HA HA HA.

Sexy ;
Deeb .


p/s ; Darn, no heavy food or drink until tomorrow morning!

; Mirror, mirror on the wall ...

Can you imagine how great life is, if you know what will happen the next day?
You can prepare for yourself for the worst to come or best, perhaps?

Okay, Diba shut up!

___________________________________

Salam readers,

Kak Jetz had given this link of quiz for ages ago! And yeah, I am not sure if you guys are agree with me. For certain cases, I think those explanation seems to be right, others? I am not so sure. Perhaps, you can tell me. Hahaha. Whatever it is, only Allah can judge me. He knows whats the best :D

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. - gaga, yeah I don't like conflict but somehow I dragged myself into it. Else, seems to be GREAT :)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
- Okay, its kinda truth. But, give me more hunkies pleasee yeah! The one with brain. Adibah, stop demanding!! Dush!

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
- This does not surprise me at any angle, though. That is why I am still single. Couple itu HARAM, ya sahabat!

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
- Well, ehem ehem I am just a lady with bunch of words. Or maybe, I am just sweet? HA HA.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
- Agree 110%. I need to graduate, and work and earn money then we can buy anything! Zip it la Diba!

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
- Haha, found it! Doctor is practical right? InsyaAllah one day. Allah grant me an ease, please.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
- Confident is good. Over it? WAY NO. Nothing is impossible until I make it possible, pernah dgr kawan?

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
- Eh, mcm betul je. Betul! Sometimes things backfired me and my works suffer. Maybe, I should learn to be more alert of my anger.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
- Mature? Tell me. I hate dilemma too.





p/s ; here people -> http://www.quizbox.com/personality , TRY IT :)


Inspired ;
Deeb .

; Kesakitan itu .

Salam alayk, Hello readers!

The bleeding was non-stop for about the whole day! The pain was beyond the description. Mangkuk! WAAA. Sakit. Itulah nak cantik mesti sakit sikit, Diba ooi! I am not talking about my plastic surgery or anything relates, but I am having this date with my lovely Dr Chua - the dentist!

In a month?! Adibah, bertukar sekarang juga! *gaya ala-ala Sailormoon*. It was the worst day ever! Even, Nightmare on Elm Street is better. But The Dentist? Hell no! Okay, mari saya mulakan cerita ngeri ini.....

Pukul 4 petang, saya bersiap untuk ke date. Bukan la dgn pakwe, tapi dengan Dr. Chua, doktor gigi kesayangan Ibu dan Ayah. Dahlah klinik tu kat dalam Digital One (dekat Subang Parade). Saya pun menjejak kaki ke dalam klinik itu, mcm relaks bersahaja. *Alaa, check gigi je pun. Then, dia betulkan sikit-sikit* (konon). Saya pun tercongok kat receptionist tu untuk tunggu. Tiba-tiba, "Miss Nurul Adibah! Masuk ya!", nurse memanggil. Saya pun masuk dgn wajah innocentnya.

Dr. Chua mcm, "Why Adibah? Let see, what we should do..". Tangannya cekap je guna equipments yang tersedia ada. Suddenly, "Oh, yang bawah kena cabut, atas pun okay?". HAH?! Takkan 2 batang sekali kot. Saya tahu tak sakit, sebab dibius kan? Tapi, Allah je la yang tau berapa bius saya hadapi! Then, kene X-ray bagai. Haha, gigi aku kelakar kot. So, bila dibius mulut rasa macam besar gajah. Saya tetap sabar. Dalam hati, "CEPATTTTTT!"

Nurse, memegang kepala saya dgn mantap, Dr. Chua mulakan operasi pencabutan. Gigi saya sangat kuat! HA HA HA. Susah jugakla Dr. Chua. Bahagian atas, mcm !@#$%^$&*(&(). You imagine! Time bahagian bawah lak! Adeyh, boleh bagi saya ubat bius paling berkuasa tak? Ataupun bagi saya terus pengsan! Dr Chua, tarik gigi saya sehingga gusi saya KOYAK. Okey? Ngeri tak? Saya nak mati rasanya. WAAAAA. Gusi dijahit 5 jahitan. Again, I was !@#$$%^^&&*(). Gila MAK LAMPIR, TOYOL, PONTIANAK, LANGSUIR sakit like WOAH!

Darah tak berhenti keluar. Meleleh, ala gaya Edward Cullen hisap darah. Mengong! Saya bertahan la, ye la, saya nak jadi DOKTOR! Kena SEMANGAT! *gaya Intan* The session with Dr. Chua took about 2 hours. Nak tak nak, kene date dgn dia lagi! 22 April nih! Another two of my grip will be gone. And yes, call me BRACEFACE!

Here some pictures taken ;

Receptionist

Haha, gotcah. It was the lady before me.

Me. Before the nightmare begin :/

Doakan kejayaan mental dan fizikal saya ya! Terlampau berharap.


Saya tau saya kuat ;
Deeb .

; Budi bahasa budaya kita .

Hari ini entri sangat serius. Betul saya tulis tu. Saya serius ni. Saya terkilan sebab ada orang pertikai usaha orang lain. Bukan maksud saya, untuk menjaja nama atau mencari kemasyuran. Tapi, bila orang dah buat macam ni kat kita, ingat apa? Saya ini patung Barbie ke? Diam, buat bodoh? Tolong la. Saya tahu saya tak perfect. Awak tu? Perfect sangat?

Saya minta maaf kalau saya ada 'hit' awak dengan kata-kata yang agak menyakitkan. Sorry la brader. Saya sedar sepenuhnya objektif saya ketika itu. Tapi, hati saya sakit sangat. Macam tertusuk duri. Nasib baik kot, saya ada akal kurniaan Allah.

Saya minta maaf atas kekasaran bahasa saya.

Kita berjuang dalam satu angkatan. Takkan nak biarkan macam ni berterusan? Katakan YA pada keamanan! I am girl who has a very fragile heart. You saddened me with those rough words. However, for those who knew my story, THANK YOU for soothing me up. You guys make my world shining always *muka ada bintang-bintang* HA HA HA.

Weh, memang rasa marah sebab kerja dikutuk. Saya ada alasan itu. Yang saya tau, awak dipuji oleh Teacher Nonie. Jadi, janganlah asyik bersangka buruk. Okay? Adakah kita kawan lagi?


SEMANGAT ;
Deeb .



p/s ; Kepada yang tau permasalahan di atas, thanks tau korang! For those moral supports. ♥

; Aku agak tercengang !

Tatkala tanganku menari-nari menaip
http://www.moe.gov.my/


Aku pelik! Aku tak apply untuk Kolej Matrikulasi Perak pun. Pilihan aku ;

1. Kolej Matrikulasi Johor.
2. Kolej Matrikulasi Melaka.
3. Kolej Matirkulasi Pulau Pinang.

Apakah?? Thinking of going south. But again facing to the north. HA HA.



Tanda soal ;
Deeb .

; Thank you, Thursday .

Hello lovelies and hunkies!!









Thanks for the LOVEY DOVEY birthday wishes!



14th April 1991 .




The unreliable girl ;

Deeb .

; Mari pok pek pok pek !

Kasih sayang yang juta-juta kepada ;
Ibu, Ayah, Nenek, Ball, Miss Haniza, Teacher Nonie, Seniors,
Friends (You know who you are kan?), Overseas students && yang membantu aku tanpa segan silu.

____________________________________________

Salam alaikum readers.

Sila berhenti bercakap. Dengar sahaja, better say, BACA. Selepas malam yang tidak ketiduran, penat la konon buat preparation untuk INTERVIEW MARA, aku menarik nafas lega. Phewwww. Mari sini, nenek nak cerita bagaimana selok-belok interview ni. Jangan gelabah. Okay?

First, bertolak dari rumah pukul 2.15 ptg sbab hantar Ibu pergi kerja. I thought I was late. However, I arrived about 2.35 pm. Aku tak mahu susahkan ayah, dan menyuruh ayah pulang. Deep in my heart, "YOU CAN DO THIS, ADIBAH!". Sebaik aku jejak kaki ku, dan berpakaian ala-ala baju Ramlah Ram yg lip-lap tu, aku nampak lobi MARA HQ memang ramai dgn jejaka dan jejaki. Pergh la, dah la semua cantik-cantik dan hensem-hensem belaka. Semua memang ada "ong" tersendiri. "Bakal doktor ni", hatiku berjenak. Aku ternampak makhluk Tuhan paling seksi, SYUD! Baju kurung dia lawa! Vintage seyh!

Kami melompat ala-ala peserta American Next Top Model. Rindu Syud oh. Aku nak tgk dia pakai baju kurung lampu raya. LMAO, I know. HAHA. Then, tgk muka-muka yang lain. Yang lelaki mcm matang gila. Then, kene daftar diri kat receptionist. Panel 8, tingkat 7. Syud pun sama! Pastu jumpa Afiqah Sebri, si bijak pandai! Then, tempat duduk macam penuh semua. Pastu kami melolong kat bwh escalator menyusun sijil-sijil. We do it independently. Then, berjalan tiada arah, aku ternampak KEI MELIA SENDAL, my old friend from Hartamas. Good to see her. We talked and yeah, she is soo nice like usual! I miss Hartamas weh!

Aminiril! Ex-cubemate saya yg baik sangat pun ada. Ami was very pinky, she looked blissful. Terharu la. Jumpa teman lama. Headed up to elevator. Amirah Mahpudz keluar dari lift, she was damn funny la. Then semua serbu masuk lif. Mereka sgt peramah, bakal doktor la katakan. Lif jadi ringan lepas ramai yg turun kat tingkat 3. Aku, Syud, Ami, Afiqah memang panel sama. Tak ke dunia ini indah? Then keluar lif nampak seorang mamat ni, senyap je. Tapi, dia baik. Pastu interviewee yg di dalam bilik keluar, dia cerita psl interview nya. Total kelakar. Jawa la, Indon la.. Serius aku gelak.

Aku masuk ke dalam tanpa segan silu. HAHA. Mari bincang soalan nya :

1. Where are from?
- Assalamualaikum, introduce yourself.. bla.. bla..bla..

2. So, you choose medicine. Why?
- Just be yourself, I can't recall my own answer. I was too unconcious for my own words. But, I did said "DOCTOR SAVE PEOPLE'S LIFE". When you come home, you make life's of other different and its something beyond description. Bla.. bla.. (still, pok pek-ing)

3. Where? Second choice?
United Kingdom, preferably. But my second choice is Australia.

4. Why UK?
- I was fascinated with the technology.. bla.. bla.. UK is most top spot for its education. Plus, with the education system which is variety. Such as PBL, SSC.. etc.

5. For example?
- Oxford, Cambridge, Edinburgh

6. Why you choose the system PBL? Can you explain to me?
- Most top medical school are using this system. (Do I need to say more, google it ok?)

7. Do you think Malaysia should adopt this system?
- Yes! (I was talking nonsense, bla.. bla..) include the local universities.

8. And, what should the lecturer be? Facilitator?
- Ni pun aku hentam ikut sukaria aku.

9. So, yourself as a student, do you practice PBL?
- As a science student, of course! You have to be independent. Dare to take the risk.. Bla..bla.. (aku tetiba igt psl buoyancy, haha.. Chapter Pressure, Physics)

10. So, what do you want to specialize?
- I laughed (buat muka manja). Paediatrician because its unique! You work with both parents and patients. Also, I would like to train myself to educate the children. Who knows, one day I will open up my own hospital cum nursery house? InsyaAllah.

11. Do you apply for any other scholarship? Oh, UTP? So?
- Yes, I did applied for UTP, and I got the offer to the EduCamp in petroleum engineering. But, I suppose to go to UTP today, but, I rejected it. I stick to medicine and by God's will, MARA will choose me. Allah has prepared for me, the best! So, this is it. That is why I am here. I hope I am not wrong, because I have true faith in whatever I did. Plus, I can contribute to the community before I close my eyes forever (cehh. )

12. So, imagine that I have the blank check with me? Why I should write your name here. In maybe 2 sentences.
-I was panic. But. I told them, I would not waste my 13 years career as a student to screw up myself not being into medical school. Since I was young, I had set my goal. That is why I always maintaining myself in any situation. I never want anything so badly, but this is it! I know that my parents cannot afford me to send me to oversea, but MARA has given me the golden oppurtunity and I won't waste it. (I was about to cry. Serious. Muka Ayah and Ibu muncul)

13. Any questions?
- Oh yes!! When will MARA release the result? So, I could arrange something in my plan. I don't want to be left out to any latest news from you. And will MARA sponsor me again if I want to pursue with me PhD. or Master as a doctor, I need to be specialized in my career.

Me : May I say something, miss?
Int 1 : Yes?
Me : I think I know you! Since I entered the room, I recognized this lady.
Int 1 : Of course, you know me and of course I know you.
Me : Okay, you are Hannah's mother and Teacher Ruzaini's sister!! HAHA.
Int 1 : Yeah (she laughed). Girl, you did well with the conversation, I can see your strong determination. But, I can't promise you anything because it depends on other panel too. But, congratulations! You may go now.
Me : (I was like huh? Habis dah?) InsyaAllah, kalau ada rezeki ada kan? (aku ckp BM!, OOPS)

Then, salam dua-dua interviewer. Weeeee. HABIS.

Photos taken ;

I wore the same Baju Kurung ; Mock & Grad day.

Lobi MARA.

Jalan ke lif.

Ami, Iqa, Syud (aku tak tipuuu)

Aku :D *thanks Syud.

Souvenir, HAHA. Syud?

Then, bila Syud dah habis, kami pulng naik train, ye la, kami kan pengguna bijak! But we ate McDonalds! Syud beli Nugget aku plak setia dgn McFlurry Oreo! It was peak hours babe! 3 train aku lepas. Nasib baik sempat Asar! :D


Hasil karya agung ;
Deeb .

; Award 4 :)

Dearest Maisarah and Niesya,

I LOVE YOU TOO.
:D



With my pleasure.

Hence, the tradition goes.
To ; All my girlfriends.

Do take this award ya?


Loving you ;
Deeb .

; Kalau dah rindu, katakan saja.

Dah berapa kali aku tunggu dia. Tapi, kau? Sepi tanpa berita.

Aku pasti kau merasakan bahawa kau boleh bawa kegemilangan aku. Kita pernah bersama suatu masa dahulu. Maybe, I am over reacted. But, hey, we used to spent our time together, right? Entah kenapa, kita jauh. Walhal, aku dan yang lain sanggup berkorban untuk kau. Aku cemburu, mungkin? Aku pasti, kau mesti bahagia di sana. Disentuh luar dalam. Kau ingat kau vouge, aku cair?

Ya, sememangnya. Aku telah taruh hampir segalanya, untuk kau.

Please. Aku tak suka pada benda2 yang perasan hebat, kagum dengan diri sendiri. Tolong ah weh. Aku benci.

Oklah, mungkin aku emosi. Mungkin aku ada perasaan dengki sekecil bakteria melihat yang lain senang je sentuh kau sana sini, bawa kau ke sana ke mari, bangga sekali dengan kehadiran kau. Mungkin itu juga buat aku meluat, benci, dan marah. Kau ni overrated lah. Aku nak buktikan, walaupun aku dah tinggalkan kau, aku masih cool.

Mereka mungkin heret kau dengan ke sana-sini. Mesra tatkala berkongsi cerita. Sedang aku? Hanya di pinggiran. Terkapai-kapai menunggu kau.


Mungkin jarak dan kesibukan melebarkan jarak aku dan kau. Tapi, aku masih relax. Aku tunggu.

Over la kau. Jangan buat aku rindu akan suara kegemilangan kau.

....detik.
....saat.
....minit.
....jam.
....hari.
....minggu.
....bulan.

Ya, kau, 'MEGA Nahwal Imtiaz, Edisi 23'.

Jangan la seksa aku macam ni lagi. Muncul cepat untuk mengubat rindu di hati.

Yang kau si pembaca ni pandang aku semacam apa hal?

AKU MEGA .

Credit to Amin.

Buat semua MEGA ;
Amirul, Ainun, Pian, Amin, Aqilah, Diyanah, Mimi, Fadhlin dan Aku.
BRAVO, mates !

Yang menunggu ;
Deeb .

; Award 3 :)

♥♥♥

Another award from Maisarah, lagi.

Thanks dear!

To ;
All my readers, I would like you to take this award.



Yours sincerely ;
Deeb .

♥♥♥

; Typical Malay , please la..

Gambar tiada kena mengena.

Salam readers,

For God sake, please la okey? Mind your own family business, instead of others. I know, I am being so sarcastic in this entry, who gives a s**t about that? You just have no idea about what happened. No wonder, most Malay still in their P. Ramlee nostalgia where everything is still black and white. But, wake up! We are in 2009, zaman dah maju la pakcik! I acknowledged who I am. I am 18 and don't tell me I don't know how to differentiate between good and bad. My parents taught me so well. I am glad. Anak pakcik?

The story begin...
So we went to Pasar Malam, of course, pergi Pasar Malam beli makanan semua. Bukan menggatal dengan Abang Popcorn, kan? As usual, Cik Zah and Kak Sue were asking for help, to buy them food too. Jadi, 7 perut di rumah saya + 5 perut di rumah sebelah = berapakah ? So, with my hand full with the plastic bags and all, we all went back home. It was 9 pm. Exhausted and hungry. Dahlah, kat pasar malam tu, ramai Indon, panas. Disebabkan ayah nak makan Yong Tau Foo. Aku turutkan saja.

Oh, ramainya pakcik-pakcik yang baru pulang dari surau. I was kinda ashamed because it has been a long time since I did not jemaah. But, it was glad to see there were a lot of people went to surau. Lift was opened, I entered. All of sudden, there were voices behind me.

"Orang Melayu ni kan, tak pernah puas kan? Dah nak tidur pun nak makan lagi. Hiashh. Bukan sikit, banyak betul. Tak habis membazir. Betul tak?" kata pakcik yang baru balik surau.

Aku tergamam. Diam. Dalam hati, "Gila typical nak m****s!"

I was not turning back, though I felt to smacked all the food to that typical pakcik. Lucky him, I do not know, who was the one talking behind my back. If not, for sure I hate him forever.

Pakcik, saya gembira tengok pakcik baru balik surau. Jemaah dan berlindung kepada Yang Esa. Elok dah. Tapi, sayang Cik Timah Lawa, pahala kaki ke surau tak terbit tatkala, pakcik mengguriskan hati seorang anak yang mahu membeli makanan untuk keluarganya. Dan jirannya. Ikut kan hati yang membara ni, "Pakcik, saya makan ni ada guna duit pakcik ke? Tolong la pakcik ye, kenapa pakcik tak tegur budak perempuan sebelah saya pakai short? Kata amar maaruf, nahi mungkar? Maaf la pakcik ye. Bukan saya tak hormat pakcik, tapi, pakcik yang patut set mind pakcik. I know my limits. My mum is a ustazah, and I need to maintain my mum's pride."

Reached my floor, got to Cik Zah and Kak Sue's house to deliver those food. Then sampai rumah. I told my mum and dad everything. Then, Ibu said, "Kenapa kau tak sound je pakcik tu? Elok buat pahala jadi habuk." I was like huh? "Ibu, Diba tak nak la orang kata anak ustazah, tapi... " Then, Ayah cut the line, "Haish, ada orang lagi macam ni? Makan pun susah". Atiqa pula, "Gila f**k ah!" Eh? Aku yang kene, dia melebih plak!

Kalau la, aku pusing belakang. Kalau... Mesti tak selamat hidup pakcik tu, as well as myself. Banyak je carutan yang keluar. But, maybe Allah has His own plan. Nevertheless, lesson learned.

Typical Malay? Explanation?
Senang, watch Keliwon. Thursday 9.30 pm TV3.

I am making sense to stop being angry.

Illusi palsu ; Deeb .

; Cik Donat .

Upload satu gambar kegemaran anda. Kenapa anda suke gambar ini?

In the picture ; Ball, Yani, Qila, Saya, Aleen, Que, IkaJ, Yan, Qil, Tiq, Roro, Laila, Basya, Zahra

- Taken during Jamuan Raya MRSM Beseri 2008. Sayang sangat gambar ini kerana semua org sgt gembira dan bersatu-padu. Tema baju kurung tanah putih. Wee, melambangkan betapa kami ini sangat la innocent.

Bila kali terakhir mkn pizza?
- Last 2 weeks, Tiqa got her first income.

Lagu terakhir yg anda dengar?
- Ruang rindu by Letto (Intan)

Apa yg anda buat selain selesaikan tag ini?
- Kuiz yang serba mengarut di FACEBOOK :D

Selain nama sendiri anda suka dipanggil dgn panggilan apa?
- Deeb, Diba.

6 org yg di berada dlm fikiran*
soalan seterusnya ada kaitan dengan org yg anda fikirkan!

- Ball Bola :)
- Ainun Menon :)
- Syud Cekodok :)
- Mc Mangkuk :)
- Dzoul Senget :)
- Arif Rockstar :)

Siapa no 1 pada anda;
- My future translator, best girlfriend *~

Org no 3 ada hubungan dgn sape?
- Er, si besar kot. Eh, tatau...

Kata sesuatu berkenaan org no 5;
- Dzoul, buat kad untuk aku.

Bagaimana org no 4?
- Mc, greatest seducer.. Oh la la.

Siapa org no 2?
- Kawan dalam hati.

Bagi pesanan pd org no 6
- Arif, kau teman cyber aku kan? ;)

* Entry title adalah benar ; AKU NAK MAKAN DONAT !


xoxo ;
Deeb .

; Ibu saya.

Selamat Hari Lahir, Ibu !



Alhamdulillah, Ibu is 47 today. Luckily, I managed to wish her yesterday. I was the first one. Dengan kelantangan volume aku yang tiada tandingannya, aku menjerit. Wee :D As usual, after the Intan's sinetron. I love you, Ibu. Sangat sangat.

Ibu always taught me to strive for the best and to never settle for less, or that is exactly what you will receive less. This concept has been drummed in my ears, and I am so glad that she taught me that lesson. She showed me, with that one sentence, I can be whatever I wanted, whatever my heart desired; that nothing is out of reach with hard work, determination and strength.

Here I am, still standing to treasure the world of me, my journey.
With my expertise in baking (perasan, dush!), no worries I will bake the most fantastic cake ever.
Saya sayang Ibu saya.

Ibu,
Diba mahu minta maaf atas segala tindak-tanduk Diba yang melukakan hati Ibu. Diba sentiasa doakan agar dapat jadi anak yang solehah untuk Ibu (though, sometimes I could not control my anger). Doa Ibu lah yang sentiasa menerangi hidup Diba. Diba akan buat yang terbaik dalam hidup Diba. For both of you, Ibu and Ayah. I am truly happy to be part of our incedible family. The most hectic and loudest. Ibu yang paling kuat sekali, setiap masa. I remember when we were all in the hardship, every each of us sangat kuat menghadapi ujian Allah. The time you took care of me during my hospitalization in ICU. To sacrifice? Anything, everything and anytime I rather to do it. May Allah bless you with happiness and properity. I love you.

Your daughter,
Adiba.

Zulinah Binti Surip, hati jantung saya.


♥♥♥ ;
Deeb .

; Award 2 :)

Woohoo. Being 18 is awesome.
Thanks to Maisarah, she is wonderful.

Attention ;
I want every each of my friends who is still 18 take this award.
Sincere from my heart. ♥

I meant it,
ALL OF YOU .



xoxo ;
Deeb .

; Award 1 :)

Million thanks to Maisarah for the great award !



Would like to give the award to ;

1. Ball.
2. Amin.
3. Irfan.
4. Aimi.
5. Syud.


:)

xoxo ;
Deeb .

; This charming man.

Salam readers.

Currently reading "This Charming Man" by Marian Keyes. Finally, I am into something after all the boredom and I-am-in-nowhere days. Thanks to Atiqa *my very sweet loving sister* which is (ye la sgt). She gave me as my pressie. Atiqa, you did not even tear the price tag. *Mahu bagitau buku itu mahal ke?*. Pretty early for my pressie. It's going to be 14. Last year, she did the same, "Love Letter" by Anne Cassidy. I was hoping for Jodi Picoult. Warggh.

The new book is awesome. Marian Keyes is an Irish. She typed her words triumphly. It is a rare blend of genres. "Buku ini sesuai kot untuk kau, dah 18 kan? Should learn something from the novel"- Atiqa. Maybe Atiqa is right. She is with someone anyway who we call him Aman Tubila a.k.a Faizal Tahir (buweek!). Me? I am not ready for any serious relationship yet.

This book sort of peeping through my life. LOL. Let's move on to the synopsis. A short one is enough.

Everybody remembers where they were the day they heard that Paddy de Courcy was getting married’ But for four women in particular, the big news about the charismatic politician is especially momentous … Stylist Lola has every reason to be interested in who Paddy’s marrying – because although she’s his girlfriend, she definitely isn’t the bride-to-be. Heartbroken, she flees the city for a cottage by the sea. But will Lola’s retreat prove as idyllic as she hopes? … Not if journalist Grace has anything to do with it. She wants the inside story on the de Courcy engagement and thinks Lola holds the key. Grace’s sister, Marnie, might be able to help but she’s too busy holding her perfect life – perfect husband, perfect children, perfect house – together. And what of the soon to be Mrs de Courcy … Alicia will has waited a long time for this and is determined to be the perfect politician’s wife. But does she know the real Paddy de Courcy?

Four very different women. One awfully charming man. And the dark secret that binds them all …

First impression towards the story - A bit sarcastic to me, as its peeping through my life. Though, I don't have one and really don't care. I have this conservative thoughts of social affair, couple. HA HA HA. Mind that.

Praying so hard for coming interview, 15 ! Lucky, I got myself an assistant, the wonderful person with beautiful accent, Ball. Thanks to her. I had shorten my essay :)

Life's good.


xoxo ;

Deeb .

; Lust

Salam readers,

Thinking, searching, looking through the mirror the special me. Trying to pen those amazing words to market myself in the essay, yadayada. Like Arlina said, "jual je". But, there is something that keeps on bugging me

... which is pissing me off, seriously. Semacam kepalaku berputar 360 darjah.

I can't help it. I miss . . . . . . . . . .


Am I a bad person?


xoxo ;
Deeb .

; Wish you all the best !

Be great in act,
as you have been in thought.

- William Shakespeare

________________

All the best !

• Arif Fahmi
• Aiman
• Thahirah
• Syira
• McAndriano

and to all JPA's scholarship candidates 2009.
InsyaAllah.

p/s ; MARA's scholarship candidates, let's work persistently.



xoxo ;
Deeb .

; Does anybody really listen ?

Dear God,

The Ar-Rahman and Ar-Rahim. I seek for your forgiveness. Please help me to get through the obstacles that are meeting me along my journey. I feel so empty today. My heart is beating for no reasons and I feel something is missing. Tell me, why. Give me the path. Only you know what happen in this world and hereafter. Please, please show me the way of your Hidayah. Strengthen my faith with your Deen. Please. After all, you are the Al-Hakim. Amin.
_______________

I feel something is missing today. I can't figure out why. Someone?

I hate feeling distress.

Unfortunate.


EMPTY ;
Deeb .

; April fool, please.

Salam readers,

A little bit to share.

I'm sure on this day, our minds would linger around just to come up with something to fool people around. unfortunately, little did we know about the history of this day and why is it called April Fool. April Fool was about the day the Christians fooled the Muslims in order to eliminate them.

About 1000 years ago, when Islam was in its Golden Era in the land of Spain; the influence was so strong till it can't be destroyed. Obviously, it would the habit of the non-muslims, irritated and has always wanted to destroy the religion of Islam and to shut the light Allah S.W.T. There were so many ways they had done and so many tricks they came up with with in order to defeat the Muslims. That was the scenario in Spain back then. The Christians especially hopes to annihilate Muslims from Spain whereas at the time, the Muslims in parts of Spain like in Grenade were strongly practising a life that based on the Quran and Sunnah; that made them really religiously strong till you can't distract them.

There were a lot of times they tried to attack, harrass and wipe them (the religion) out but met failures after failures. so they sent spies to study the foundation of Muslim's strong belief. The spies pretended to learn Islam and after a long while staying with the Muslims, they have come to a finding that the power of Islam lies on the faith (Iman) and genuine submission (Taqwa) of the Muslim to Allah S.W.T.

The information was spread to all the enemies of Islam, so they spent time strategizing to make the religion go weak and destroy it. After few conferences they came to a conclusion that in order to make the Muslim religiously weak; they must lure the Muslims into doing sins so their Iman and Taqwa becomes weak. Among things that they gave the Muslims were alcohol, music, drugs and even women.

That strategy worked (even to this day!). After a while, it was found that some of the Muslims lost their Iman and Taqwa. WHen the Christians realised this, they quickly planned to attack and destroy the Muslims. This time around, the Muslims were attacked to the maximum. Unfortunately, the Muslims at this time couldn't fight back ot defend themselves.

Finally, after 8 centuries of Islamic influence, the land of muslims in Spain fell to the hands of the Christians. The last district of Spain that fell to the Christians was Grenade.

The torcher done to the Muslim was so bad, If found, they will be torchered and killed. So the Muslim was forced to run and hide. The Christians was not satisfied yet at that time, so they offered a chance that if the Muslims wants to be safe, they must migrate out of Spain and ships will be prepared for their migration.The Muslims at first doubted at the offer, but they had no other choice. The ships were already there, waiting for them.

On the 1st of April, a big number of Muslims who survived got out of their hiding and headed to the coast with intention to leave Spain. At this very chance, the Spanish army attacked and killed all the Muslims, whether men, women or children. Even the ships contained the Muslims were burnt down. Furthermore, the the place where the Muslims survived and lived were also burnt down. And so, the Christians successfully destroyed the Muslims and this is known as the earliest ethnic cleansing done in the human history.

This damned, bloody day, were being celebrated by the Christians on the 1st of April every year. Eventually, the day wasn't just being celebrated in Spain, but all over the world. The day was known as April Fool's Day.

Well, makes me even sad is that even Muslims who are ignorant celebrates April Fools without realising that they are celebrating the anniversary of death of their brothers; brothers in Islam.

As a Muslim, it is very inconsiderate of us to support culture that did not originate from our own religion. Be careful. Wallahualam.


JAZAKALLAH !

xoxo ;
Deeb .