; kerinduan.

tetiba rindu kawan lama .

ape lah khabar korg eyh ?
nak contact, kredit habis .
nak chat, bukan semua dapat online .

rindu nak gelak tawa dgn korg ,
rindu nak main cubit² ,
rindu nak main tampar² ,
rindu nak makan ais krim ,
rindu nak ukur sekolah ,
rindu nak ber-gosip ,

kalau lah aku dapat putar kembali masa ,
kan best ?

; greek goddess .

Has anyone told you they would never leave and left?
; hmm yes
Do you know anyone who would just drop everything to come see you?
; if such person exists
What is wrong with you right now?
; i miss someone very badly :'(
What was the first thing you thought when you woke up today?
; thank god, i'm still alive
Do you like hugs or do you freak when people hug you?
; i like hugs
Has someone ever given you 11 real roses and 1 fake one saying they would not stop loving you until the last one dies?
; nope
Whats the one thing that always gets you through the day?
; hmm
Have you ever faked sick?
; yes
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
; nazim
What is the longest crush you have had?
; idk
Do you like your first name?
; biasa je
Bet you're missing someone now?
; sangat
Do you get along with girls?
; yes, total ok
Are your nails painted?
; no
Ever had someone you like tell you they never want to see or talk to you?
; idk
Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
; depends
Can you whistle?
; nope
Do you have a best friend?
; yes
Can you skateboard?
; nope
What's the greatest thing that happened to you this week?
; had fun with my friends and met him
Does it take a lot to make you cry?
; nope, i'm sensitive
Are you in a good mood?
; okay
Does it annoy you when someone says they’ll call but never do?
; yes
Have you ever hated someone but then ended up liking them?
; yes

Do you miss your past?
; turn back the clock, i wish
Are you happy with the way things are going?
; not for now
When was the last time you went camping?
; can't recall
What was the last thing you purchased?
; nasi lemak
Do you think you would be a good parent?
; think so
What are you wearing on your feet?
; barefoot
Any fun plans for today?
; going out with my bestfriend
Is there a reason for your Blogger song?
; yes
Will this weekend be a good one?
; hope so
Is anyone interested in you right now?
; i don't thnk so
Whats your hair look like today?
; okay
Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
; both are okay
Would you ever live with anyone on your top friends?
; yes
Are you planning on going to college?
; yes
Do you smoke weed every day?
; nope
Are you afraid of falling in love?
; yes, it hurts a lot
What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
; what am i going to wear tmrrw
Expecting something to change in the next month?
; yes
What is your biggest worry in life right now?
; spm result
If you could re-live one memory what would it be?
; good memories will remain
What are you listening to?
; lily allen - littlest thing
Where is your default picture taken?
; cousin's home
Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
; hmm
Is it worth crying over a guy/girl?
; depends

pangkor, yeehaw .

yes , yes .
ony ony si cantik manis .

thx for the invitation . aku pergi PANGKOR . and this time without my parents . ala , sebenarnya this trip is DBKL's programmes for the after spm punya budak . ayat mcm india gila . ye la lama tinggal pen .

yg penting dpt gi full alone vacation with ONY . geez , tak dpt bygkan . it's on the island . i love island. oh man . its windy there.

counting the days . cepat la 13 Februari . cepat cepat .

mood ; gila bapak :)

peniru.

gila benci .
asal suka tiru ?
mcm tade personaliti .
nyampah je .

tapi, tape la .
nak buat macam ne kan ?
dah mmg life dia mcm tu .
bosan je .

nasihat aku ,
hanya satu .
cari kehidupan tanpa ambil hak yg lain .
desperate ?

Call 1-800-KISS-MY-ASS

i really hope you get my point .
or else,
pakai microscope .
sape ? kau la .

p/s ; utk sesiapa yang meniru . meniru salah dari segi undang² jabatan pelajaran . takkan tatau ?

kata maaf .

oit, oit kau marah aku ke ?
apa aku dah buat ?
kenapa kau nak hilangkan diri ?
tak bagitau aku pun sebab .
okeh, aku mintak maaf tau .
dengar tak ?
aku rindu kau .
kau kata kau baik gila sekarang .
jgn macam ni okeh ?
sayang kau, sgt .

BALQIS .

tak tipuu .

cinta lama .

ehem ehem. ramai tanya ape jadi dgn kisah cinta aku kan? meyh, mao mjawab. so takde la aku mao ulang banyak kali. sebelum tu, maaf dpinta. aku sbuleh ye mao jujur. tak baik jd hipokrit kan.

firstly, aku sendiri tatau what going on. still, i remember him. haha. tak tipuu. tapi, aku nak sgt belasah dia. sbb, aku geram dgn apa yg dia buat. lelaki oh lelaki .maybe aku masih t'rase ape yg tjadi mungkin? haihh. hidup mmg complicated kan? makin d'fikir, makin tak dapat jawapan. tp itu mmg lumrah manusia. so kena redha la. *try to smile*

secondly, lagu cinta ini membunuhku by d'masiv mmg hampir sama dgn situasi aku. thanks to ony sbb suh aku dengar lgu tu. ni lirik dia,


Kau membuat ku berantakan.
Kau membuat ku tak karuan.
Kau membuat ku tak berdaya.
Kau menolak ku, acuhkan diri ku.

Bagaimana, caranya untuk,
meruntuhkan, kerasnya hati mu.
Ku sadari ku tak sempurna,
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan.

Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikap mu,
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakiti ku.
Lelah hati ini meyakinkan mu,
cinta ini membunuh ku.

Bagaimana, caranya untuk,
meruntuhkan, kerasnya hati mu.
Ku sadari, ku tak sempurna,
ku tak seperti, yang kau inginkan.

Lelah hati ini meyakinkan mu,
cinta ini membunuh ku



lastly, lepas mcm2 tjadi. ia buat aku jadi semangat. semangat utk lupakan semua. semangat utk maafkan orang (takde siapa yg sempurna). semangat utk mjadi terbaik antara terbaik. yeah. tu separuh semangat yg aku maksudkan dlm post sblm ni. *energetic*

p/s; every moments i think bout it but i get nothing. totally zero. life is complicated. life is drama. but life must go on. no matter happen, we need to face the future. yeah. future. wait for me!

sherry's stories .

hahaha.

gelak instead of meraung.
weyh, gila bosan duduk umah.
okeh, itu citer first.

SHARIFAH NURFAIZAH SYED BAKAR
kita kawan sampai mati, okeh ?

sherry smsed me. haaa, rindu minah tu sgt. teringat lak zamn senget kitorg. then, aku call dia balik. SHERRRRRRYY! itu jeritan aku kat dia. dia pun, DDIIIIIIIII ! tau aku mereng. tapi aku tak kesah. dpt ckp dgn dia mcm dpt bunga dari tom cruise. wakaka. bodo, aku tau.

AND WE CHATTED UP. pasal pe ? hidup yang serba membosankan. her voices never chnged. ever. just the same. and yeah, its on my bill. tak kesah la berapa bill tepon tuu. sher told me about her life. her ayen n herself. nmpak mcm sakit je dia tu. i really miss her. we talked about our friends who has gotten their license. and education plan. but who cares? we had it all. i told sherry. she was damn freaking afraid about her future. me too, oh yeah.

then we decided to hang out together. at klcc. tapi tatau bila. but mesti jadi.

tagged.

Hahaa, I'VE GOT TAGGED. by Miss Ainun.


1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
- sherry ; my supa best cupcakes buddy :)
- ayap ; my tuition friend back in 2006, my dark lover!

2. Your impressions towards him/her.
- sherry ; extraordinary, PANAS, funny, outrageous, woah.. all the good thing goes to her.
- ayap; sympathy, miang, seriously a good pal though he always failed in studies. aha, GILA.

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.
- sherry ; she cried because of THAT STUPIDD KEPARAT GUY who hurted me. i love u, sher.
- ayap ; an electronic flower through messenger. And, a gig invitation that i keep on rejecting it.

5. If he/she become your lover, you will..
- sherry ; ya Allah ampunkan dosaku. Lucky me! haha. sorry ayin.
- ayap ; a big NO there, please. just not him.

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will...
- sherry ; make friend back larh, susah apa. belasah je dia pastu.
- ayap ; he is my part time enemy. ckp dia BODO.

7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on his/her
- sherry ; ah, just make me laugh. thats enough.
- ayap ; turn to a better person. no more punk style and add upA LOT of knowledge.

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...
- sherry ; she ate my chocolate cake
- ayap ; he likes to insult her aweks yang tersedia longgok.

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is
- sherry ; organize her big wedding day. haaa, one day.
- ayap ; change hie dark personality.

10. The overall impression of him/her is...
- sherry ; the best partner in the world. even a bed partner. hahaha.
- ayap ; dia sawan ikan.

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
- Most people will say, "DIBA, kau gila lawak nak mati." i say, " kau kot ke gila?"

12. The character of you for yourself is?
- ambitious. rawr.

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
- sensitive. perghhhh.

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
- i just maybe me, but hey i shud take jessica alba.

15. For the people who likes you, say something to them.
- oh thats is so sweeeeet (gedik, aku tau) or maybe, kau bodek aku heh?

16. 8 people to tag:
- aimi
- irfan khelani
- tiqa
- naqib
- arlina
- aqila
- irfan
- areef dean

17. who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
- anak anwar, kott.

18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
- female. lady-buh

19. If no. 7 and no. 8 were together, would it be a good thing?
- better dun.

20. How about no. 5 and 6?
- besar kecil. hitam putih. what a cons.

21. What is no. 1 studying about?
- i guess shes taking medic....

22. Is no. 4 single?
- weee, i dun think so.

23. Say something about no. 2.
- future hall speaker for malaysia.



woh, I HAVE DONE MINE.

toodles.

guardian, midvalley .

Hello people.

Okeh, I know that i was ignoring my blog lately. i was TOO TIRED. I was a full-timer at Guardian. Well, morking at the Guardian was a nice experience. I met so many people. I had a really mixed feeling s while i worked with them. Undefined, i say ?

First of all, I would like to introduce my very lovely store manager, Miss Mogana. She is a very strict manager and very garang. Tapi, kalau org tak kenal dia betul-betul.. mmg agak bingai la, sebab as a human, she is a nice caring person. Mmg ye, kalau dgr dia jerit-jerit tu, ada la angin taufan yang tersesat kat guardian. haha. but overall, dia baik.

"ADIBAAHH!!"
"yes, miss ? anything ?"
"dah siap buat bay kamu? saya nak check. if not, i will fine you"

that is miss mogana.

Secondly. Abang Azmi. Datuk besar guardian. He is been working with the guardian since he was 18. and it is nearly 16 years, dia berada di sana. Dia assistant Miss Mogana. He is the one who interviewed me. haha. just a walk-in interview. Abang Azmi sgt baik. He'll teach you i u dunno how to arrange or display stock.

Lagi, di situ aku jumpa dgn Kak Rita, Kak Siew and Kak Dayah. They are supervisors. Kak Rita mmg kelakar gila. She is maybe, dah berumur.. but man, dia punya lawak tahap cipan yang kalahkan Nabil. Ada ke dia ajak aku gi rokok ? Dia mmg sporting gila. Suke ckp.. "Kau ni bijik la."
wakakaka. Dia best. sgt.

Kak Siew. Supervisor Cina. Aku kurang dgn dia sket. Masa New Year, cashier counter was a real chaotic. berserabut. sebab sape? SIEW la. Pasti nak marah-marah aku lak. Bla ah. Aku sound dia balik. Apa? Dia igt aku takot ke ? No way man.

"Apa you buat ni adik? Aioo.. byk susah la ini budak.. lai lai.. " dgn nada yang kelam-kabot dia.
"Eh, u jgn marah i la. I budak baru. U kene la ajar i, bukan marah. suruh buat tu la. ni la." aku jawab dgn bengang.

Terus lepas tu, dia cakap baik-baik dengan aku. weyh, aku tak sebodoh nak ikut telunjuk kau je oke? PLEASE. I have the right to defend myself. I felt a big relief there. serious. at least, she respects me. and, so do i. what goes around comes around.

Seterusnya, kak dayah. Dia kakak yang selamba badak je. suka buli orang. nampak garang. tapi, baik and ganas. kelakar gak ah. sporting mcm kak rita. serious. dia tu mmd kekadang mcm masuk air. hehe. tapi, dia pun best.

But before them, Abg Gampang took the place. He is under Miss Mogana. Before abg azmi. Gampang bin makcik. wakakaka. dia hanya seorang yang agak comel. berkacamata. look sempoi. but sumtime. kinda kiddy. comel la kot. hahaha. Dia suka ckp GAMPANG TOL.

THE RETAIL MANAGEMENT TRAINEE. kak dayana, kak yati, abg hasbi, abg khai. yang aku bole ckp mmg sporting tahap gaban. kak dayana, cantik, smart, cun senang nak minta sign. kak yati nampak garang tapi, dia baik. org kelate. hehehe. then, apak aku.. haha. abg hasbi, dia la ayah aku kat situ sebab aku yang uruskan bay dgn dia. dia merupakan hero kegilaan Vasu, kawan india aku kat situ. Lagipun, kak rita kata, abg hasbi mmg hensem. aku cuma tak nampak la kehenseman dia. haha. dah kahwih pun. anak 2. abg hasbi mmg baik gila. suka cucuk org. Pastu, abg khai... dia ni apak Aqila, member aku kat situ. suka panggil aku pembaca berita. geram je aku. pastu suka kata aku blur. bengong tol.

THEN, goes the TRAINEE. i was in the category. kat sini la aku jumpa dgn Deva, Hema, Jeeva, Vasu, Aqilah, Noraini, Nabila.. HAHA. kita mmg penjahanam Guardian. selalu gak kene dgn miss mogana. kalau buat hal. TAPI, kitaorg clean ah. mmg KAMI FAMILY GUARDIAN. bak kata Hema. Pastu pastu org2 baru dtg.. eliz, privina, kak farah and kak leeza. mmg best gak keje situ.

Nabilah - cashier yang buat brg 100% discount, member baik aku kat situ.
Noraini - selalu kene dgn miss mogana, and siew. baik sgt.
Aqilah - Cina celop. Bila ckp Cina.. fulamak. terer. dahla bole ckp dgn JAMES.

*tiga atas, member baik aku. best n gila .

then, suresh.. guard bangla. selalu check bag kitaorg. yela.. takut kita curi. tapi, dia gatal. sgt. wakaka. suresh, suresh.

itu la guardian aku. best sgt, takkan lupa.

bye.