im FAR AWAY, perlis.

hello readers.

oh yes, i will miss everything here. cuti blogging sekejap. belajar menuju kejayaan.

people, please, doakan untuk saya oke? thanks. much love for that.

SPM 2008
10 A 1
Insyaallah
AMIN.

loves. peace.

perlis in 2 days. wtf?

salam and hello readers.

as written up there. im going back to perlis in like 2 days!? darn! petrol price increase, so dad would not send me back. what else? oh yes, my homeworks. UNDONE. tahniah utk anda, dibaa ooi. guess i will finish it up kat maktab tercinta tu ah. i bet there are a lot people just like me. haha. trust me. for those who has done their hwrks, respect ah! bukan mudah. i know.

well, i went to dentist yesterday. check ups. sakit gak ah. adoi. im in waiting list for doing some crown stuff, wth? and yes, braces stuff. kat hospital byk org sakit. gosh. terok. and the doctors are very few. i wanted to be a doctor tp, aku ni penakut la. serious. bodo tauu. so, i chose accountant and business studies. well, open up my own one day, who knows? kan?

im still confuse about that interview. geram aku. naqib asked me to beat his marks by only 89. trust me. i will. teehee (: insyaallah, though it is like quite a hard marks. aduss. mampukah aku? kau bole ah dibaa!! trust me. apalagi ye?

tomorrow, i will go shopping shopping. for my hostel stuff. bosan oh. have to do list. pastu i have to buy some books. apalagi ye. ah most boring part, packing. !@#$%^^&*()_+~ AKU BOSAN!
and yes, what to do. buat je la. lagipun semester last. gosh. what a short time i've been through!

going back to perlis, means no more u, my blogger. goingto be boring again. adoi mak. get addicted to this new hobby. adoi mak. susah ow. nope. adibaa, u have to think about whats more important to you, dibaa. SPM. TRIAL. FUTURE! adoi. aku bole lakukannya. kau ada semangat dibaa. aku tau. yes!

to all my supporters, ibu, ayah, my superb sibs, nenek, my buddies, my besties, my seniors batch 22, thank you so much. you guys help me a lot! may Allah bless you!

till then, sampai sini dulu ye.

loves.

just love.

ainun & i, need more?

WELL, ITS FROM AINUN..
N I DEDICATE THIS TO ALL MY FRENS TOO..
TO AINUN, YOU ARE THE BESTEST DODOL

You're a true friend,
that I want you to know,
Our love for each other
has helped us to grow.
We've been through some tough times,
but we've made it through,
The only one I ever trusted was you.

You helped me through anger,
you've chased away fears.
You held me through sadness,
and kissed away tears.

You stayed by my side
when the world turned away.
You helped me see joy
when the skies were all gray.

You were the rainbow
at the end of the storm.
You help me be different
when I shouldn't conform.

You held my hand
when you knew we would fall.
Every heartache,
you saw me through it all.

I'm not sure
I'm always the best friend to you,
I know I'm not perfect,
but this much is true.

When life gets you down,
And there's nowhere to turn,
I'll help you through and
I'll share your concern.

I'll try my best to return every favor,
When you're sure that you'll drown,
then I'll be your lifesaver;
Even if we both go down.

Whether we sink or swim
doesn't matter at all,
Just know that I'll be there
whenever you call.

I'll pull you out
when life pulls you under.
I'll be the sun
when there's lightning and thunder.

And when it's all over,
And we've fought every war,
There's one thing I promise,
Of this I am sure,
When the time comes
that we're put to our rest.
Be sure that you know that,
My friend, you're the best.

And if there is Heaven,
then I know you'll be there,
That if you die first
then you'll hear every prayer.
And soon I'll join you,
but just know until then.
That I'll miss you each day
'til I see you again.

At the end of the tunnel,
you'll be my guiding light,
You'll lead me to heaven,
away from the night.

We'll be there together,
and we'll never grow old.
And we'll walk hand in hand
On the streets paved of gold.

DO APPRECIATE YOUR FRIENDS.. THEY SHINE UP UR WAY...
IM BEING HONEST

A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else.

* psst, ainun, igt tak? this was last year's poem. haa. teehee(:


loves.

we share together, okeh?

“ اللهم إني عبدك بن عبدك بن أمتك ناصيتي بيدك ماض في حكمك عدل في قضاؤك أسألك بكل اسم هو لك سميت به نفسك أو علمته أحدا من خلقك أو أنزلته في كتابك أو استأثرت به في علم الغيب عندك أن تجعل القرآن ربيع قلبي ونور صدري وجلاء حزني وذهاب هم “

“Ya Allah! Sesungguhnya aku adalah hambaMu, anak kepada hamba lelakiMu (Adam), dan anak kepada hamba perempuanMu (Hawa). Ubun-ubunku berada di dalam tanganMu, telah berlakulah kepadaku hukumanMu dan adillah hukumanMu. Aku memohon kepadaMu dengan segala nama yang Engkau namakan untuk diriMu, atau yang Engkau turunkan dalam kitabMu, atau yang Engkau ajarkan kepada seseorang dari kalangan hambaMu, atau yang Engkau rahsiakan dalam ilmu ghaib di sisiMu. Tolonglah jadikan al-Quran penyejuk hatiku, cahaya di dadaku, pelenyap rasa duka dan kegelisahanku”

Kata nabi saw: Tiada seseorang yg membaca doa ini melainkan Tuhan mencabut dukacita yg dirasainya dan diberikan jalan keluar dgn kegembiraan. (HR Ahmad)

Sebagai seorang muslim, kita dalam berdoa hendaklah mendahulukan doa-doa nabi lebih drp doa-doa rekaan sendiri. Banyak doa-doa ma’thur (sahih drp nabi) dgn disertai jaminan mustajab. Tinggal saja sejauh mana kita yakin dgn jaminan kata-kata nabi.

p/s: Nabi saw mengajar kita agar menghias doa dengan pujian dan mukaddimah yg baik sebelum meminta. Ia menjadi antara sebab doa diterima.

better in time.

hello beautiful readers,

im back, after 3 days " unblogging ". ah yes, i miss my friends back in beseri. all of sudden. haha. quite funny. kan? the place that taughts me a lot. yeehaw. nothing special happen to me lately. but yes, again he smsed me. gosh! i didnt reply. biar ah. malas dow. plus, im outta credit. so, sorry ya pak! oh, he asked about my result. ee. aku kegeraman! and there is someone who sms me. sape ntah? 01253-i-dunno-lah. texting me, " deeb, hows ur hols? mesti msg dgn budak tu kan? " pehal lak? aduss. tak ingin den! sorry la. aku tak balas sbb repeating the same phase. aku kering la weyh.

oh, better in time is damn nice by leona lewis. gosh, i love her music. and yes jason mraz rocks my socks! im so into them now. oh yes, lately i baked some tarts, cupcakes. hee. sedap dow. bole bukak kedai. :) one day kan? insyaallah. amin. okeh, keje sekolah aku melambak. kemamposan aku di maktab nanti. adoi mak. mcmne neh huh? interview lagi. aduss. gila dow. bila 2008 nak tamat riwayatnya neh?? aku tak sabar ah. but i know, i will miss every little things about 2008. kan? falling in love. facing the troubles. haha. a lot!

oh yes, did i mention about the jonas brothers. aiyak, they are hotties la weyh. kalau la aku dapat jejaka begitu. man! cair dow. so many lust for having fun in this so-not-call good year. haish. keep on sighing la kau ni dibaa. diam ar mangkok. kata je nak score, tp hampeh. tak study gak. pe la kau nih oii. minah internet jalanan. wakaka. aku kebohsanan. itu aje. oh, its raining. better get going. ill continue later okeh? aku meletup kang. kene shot. adeyh.

okeh, bye-bye kawan. haha.

loves (:

small tazkirah.

salam ukhuwah.

just reminder, yes, to myself.


Mirrors



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i can't hold my head up
i don't want to
there's nothing to see.

someone told me people are my mirrors
well, what if i'm ugly?

what if ugly is just a word for what i am
and a word that pales by comparrison

what if ugly is me.
what if everything i do and everything i be
is weeds, is coal stains, is not even anything like music
is the sound you make right before you cry
that ugly ragged hicup
that ugly

that ugly.

me.

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"The believers are mirrors unto each other."--saying of the Prophet Muhammad.

loves.

seasons are changing.

hello readers,

think of this pic. it tells.

salam. kesedihan melanda hari ini. sedih kott. bersyukur dibaa.

kata ibu, i appreciate ur effort. i know it was not easy for you. but yes, make sure you do your best next time. okeh?.

thx ibu. i love you so much.

ayah said, haik? mcm mana? terima je kenyataan tu. nanti buat lagi baik. bole tak?

deep in my heart, im sorry ibu ayah. so sorry.

yes yes, ayah ibu. i will. just for both of u! nothing else. I LOVE YOU BOTH!

to yourself dibaa,

maybe this is not ur time. next time maybe, who knows? Allah knows whats the best for us. He is putting some test for you. have faith in Allah. He will help you in any circumstances.

Philosophy has said, “ Failure is the best teacher "

· Kegagalan bukan b`makna Tuhan telah meninggalkan anda. Ia b`makna Tuhan m`punyai perancangan yg lebih baik utk anda.

so, live it up. TAKE RISKS. life's unpredictable. pray hard.


loves.