all of sudden.

currently, in love with CUPPACAKES.

well, teehee. im in love with cuppacakes. dreaming of owning my own shop of it. cakes, muffins, tarts, the whole part of it wah! one day insyaallah. amin.

so, peeps. dtgla kedai aku nanti 5 years from now. haha. serious. (:

loves.

get face straight, piss off!

i wasn't talking bout you girl.
i wasn't saying that ur bff is a bitch.
i wasn't talking bout ur drama.
that post wasn't meant for you.

but whatodo,
you terasa.

& oh btw.
thank you for reminding me bout my mistake.
but no thanks.
i still remember it, u dont have to remind me.

so fine,
i was wrong.
buttt pleasee.
get ur fact straight first.

oh yea.
bile bende2 mcm ni jadi kat diri sendiri,
jgn ah sibuk ungkit bende lama.
sendiri, sendiri punye salah,
pandai2 ah handle.
takyah nyusahkan hidup org lain.

i dont want to fight,
i dont want to ague.
i've had enough.
im really reallly sick of drama.

i love my friends.
& you guys are still my friends.
think about it babes.

loves.

amazing, fun (:

* KLCC, May 26th

hello readers,

oh, its dew. snapshots were on! best ah. ony and i were together went to KLCC. and yes, tetiba hujan. gilala. redah tak tentu hala. sampai ada abg tu gelak2 tgk kitaorg. bla ah. but, it was cool then, running here and there. haha. ony, kita mmg SEWEL.

tidak cukup dgn itu, we went to ISETAN. bodo gila. serious. accidentally, aku terpegang kasut kulit khinzir yg hina tu. tak tipuu. aku terpaksa campak, then semua org tgk. mampos ah. i'm muslim and i'm sure. so, balik tu, aku cari tanah. nak samak. eeee. geli aku. kasut tu cantek (:

oh, outing with ony. we ate pizza. waiter kat situ gatal. pggil aku adek. bila masa mak aku lahirkan kau? we had a 2 set meal pizza. kenyang. haha. then, we move on to the klcc's park. bapak lawa weyh. serious. we took pics. unfortunately, qila tak ikot.. if not she'll be part of the story. shes the snapper la. aiyo.

only two of us. ony aku. masing2 syok sendiri. guna self-timer. lawak gila. ade satu time tu, mat salleh mana ntah ambil gmbar kitaorg. haha. serious, dia mintak 3 ringgit. kitaorg mcm pelik ah.. asal lak.. and, he was just joking. gila tol. we took so many pics. sampai basah2 seluar aku. best gila ah. release tension. just then, i realized.. im a city girl! wah! proud to be!

before we went back. i bought dunkin donut. looking for big apple. tp, takde. iashhh. naik LRT, bapak panjang line dia weyh. ye la pukul 6. org balik keje. pe lagi.. tersumbat-sumbat aku dlm train. ony and i talked non-stop. serious ah.. byk gila cerita pelik psl kawan2 lama ku versi tempat tinggal. hartamas, i havent see iza for ages.

ckp punya lama. sampai terlupa station. gila kau dibaa. nasib baik, station bgsar dekat je. naik bus kat situ. serious. mmg mcm budak terlepas ward terencat. dgn plastic donut nye. haish, kau ni tak betol la. but the day out was fun. even, ayah pun cool je tgk aku balik dekat i'syak, terok ah kau dibaa. teehee(:

we plan to go out again, berkelah. sempoi dow. cant wait. one more, ayap IM me. gosh, dia lawak ah. aku syg kau ayap. wakaka. rakan gila aku yg fail semua paper exam. adus, cmne la kau kan?


dah ah, aku sebenarnye byk lagi nak bgtau. nanti okeh? aku rindu cousins ku semua.

till then, love.

never better (:

hello beautiful people out there!
do say it!

ah, there's progression on my homeworks today. finally, i touch my biology book. even it was a little. gila kau dibaa. agak berkembang kan? aku belajar ah gak. bukan macam manusia di luar berfoya-foya, ronggeng tak tentu hala. astaghfirullah. taubat la weyh. tak sedar ke? kau ckp mcm kau bagos kan dibaa ooi. at least, aku tunduk takut bencana Allah SWT.

there's another good thing.. lots actually. i helped ibu for lunch. helping ayah with his coffee. sucking up to send me back to perlis. please la ayah. no bus for this time. bole ye? i ate a lot lately. gemok. apa aku kesah. lifes doing great. dibaa is back to normal. no conflict. no anonymous. haha.

psl dia. cukup di sini dahulu. terima kasih atas segala kebaikan mu. if things get change for better why not? forgetting you is totally hard. i know, always. but Allah is always there to be with me. ntah ah, buat apa nak fikir psl org yg buat kita rasa tak selesa. not just him. the whole story of him. that girl. that another guy. that another punye another girl. why think.? bingai kan? oh, not his fault. just, stupid idea of love. not now maybe. kau baru sedar ke minah?

and reminder to some people who tots i was the whom looking for that person at that beautiful island of Langkawi, for god sake.. stop it la weyh. aku tak terhegeh-hegeh cari dia. the other girl was. siap chit-chat lagi. and if she was so "perasan", it was not like everybody was asking about her. it was just the bzbody girl (name should be kept as secret) . saya dah lama berhenti mengeluarkan kata-kata jahat. so, dun get my temperature rise. astaghfirullahala'zim. tak yah jadi mcm mangkok kat tandas PLUS yg lawa tu. aku tau ia automatic. tekan je dah flush. who cares, anyway? if he is asking me the same damn ques, i'll answer, "who gives big damn about it, kesah apa aku? sape dia? n sape kau? jadi. bla." serious.

one more. going kl. lake garden. vogue ouh. taking photos again. semalam tak jadi. ony ada kelas. rajin ah minah tu skunk. hehe. warung nasik lemak tutup plak. aiyak! remaja gila jalan. tu ah kau dibaa. 6 bulan. please, keep that in mind. then, kau nak terbalik ke, terbongkang ke.. suketi ah. ibu ayah are hoping for the best. i will. yes, insyaallah. amin :DD people. doa tau! nabil, kau raja lawak ku. lu pikey la sendiri.

mcm best je kan tulis blog. mcm masa depan kau cerah mcm lampu mentol umah nenek kan dibaa. terang je. pala kau. keje melambak. got to go. bye. wasalam.

sape dia? hanya di situ. TITIK.


love.

tagged from adindaatiqa.

.: The Basics :.

Name?: Nurul Adibah.
Age?: 17+.
Gender?: Female
Location?: KL.
Hair color?: Black. (:
Eye color?: COKELAT yg pekat gila.
Shoe size?: 6/7.
Height?: 5'6"
Interests:: Shoes, bags, books, al-mathurat, shopping.

.: Favourites :.

Food: Nasi paprik, steak black pepper sauce, sambal (:
Drink: Concentrated ice milo, fruit punch.
Music style: pop culture, jazz.. bantai ah semua.
Music artist/band: Nickelback, Maroon 5. bapak best.
Tv show: Raja lawak. zizan, nabil, johan. korang best.
Movie: Armageddon
Thing to do: Reading, sleeping, makan ah.
Ice cream: Mint and more ALMOND CHOCOLATE.
Colour: Black&White.
Song: Anugerah dari kegagalan, guardian angel :)
Book: Harry Potter series, where rainbows end.
Computer game: super mario..
Board game: Monopoly, selalu bankrap aku.
Dessert: Ice creamm with hot chocolate sauce added with waffles. bapak ah.
Quote: pergi mampos di situ.
Animal: ntah, semua yg dibela.. mati je.
Holiday: Island, once in Terenggabu.. when nenek tak ikot.
Number: 07140.


.: Friendship :.:

Who's your best friend?: Searching.......
Other close buddies...?: Ony, Iza, SRA peeps
Last friend you hung out with: Suppose to be Sherry.
Last friend you hugged: Syud kot at the terminal.
Last friend you saw a movie with: Ainun, Aleen, Tiq, Sepp. bisink ah.
Last friend's house you went to: Iza.
Any friends you cant stand?: YES. OF COS.
Any friends you've regretted becoming friends with?: Yes.
If so, who?: APA KAU KESAH. BLA.
Do you have a lot of friends of the opposite sex?: Sort of.
Most annoying friend?: Aleen. ngeng
Most preppy friend?: Tiq.
darkest friend?: someone.
hyper-est friend?: Sherry. byk energy.
nicest friend?: ONY!
Funniest friend?: Megan and Fatin.
Meanest friend?: Wada :P
Most outgoing friend?: Ony again.
Shyest friend?: Tasya kott.
Hottest friend?: Deeb, haha.
Friend with the best personality?: Echah
Friend with the best music taste?: Syira.
Friend who sings the best?: Ainun!!
Friend who laughs the most?: Everyone.
Friend you enjoy being around the most?: Ony, Megan, Fatin, Echah, SRA peeps. mana korang ah?
Friend who your parents love?: Iza, Ony (nasik lemak satu!)
Friend who your parents hate?: Mana ada.
Friend your parents don't know about?: Mostly they know ah. Even him. :)

.: Romance :.

got a crush/boyfriend?: Crush. hard la weyh.
if so, what gender?: Male.
Name?: Mr. Hockey.
How far have you gone?: 1 year plus.
With who?: Him. crush ah.
The last person you kissed:: Amad
The last person you hugged:: Ibu <3
The last person you wanted to kiss:: Him, tp tunggu ah halal.
How far you do want to go (at this point in life)?: Marriage. of cos!
Hottest friend?: mangkok! bape byk nak tanya?
Hottest celebrity?: Jessica Alba.
If you could date any famous person, who would it be?: Ryan Reynolds :) Ben Affleck ke?
Dream date:: When I feel comfortable and happy with him. enough.
Dream honeymoon:: Somewhere exotic. wahaha. anywhere.
Age you want to get married (if not already): 24++
Number of kids you want to have (if not already): 4. 2g 2b

.: This or That :.

Kerry or Bush: kisah apa aku.
rap or rock: Let see. rock.
pop or country: Both.
movie or tv show: Movie ah.
girl or guy: Guy.
fire or water: Water.
Death or life: Life.
Cheerleader or punk: kisah apa aku.
Prep or jock: Prep kot. tiap2 hari gi prep.
Kroger or publix: Mende?
Walmart or target: Target ah. mesti fokus. haha.
Avril or jay-z: depends.
Pink or black: Black.
Cheez it or cheese nip: Keju. nyum
Cat or dog: Cat.
Tape or glue: Tape
Msn or aim: Msn.
Mall or movies: Mall.
Writing or typing: Typing.
phone or computer: Both.
Baseball or football: Football.
P.e. or health: Anything.
High school or middle school: High school.
Dunkin donuts or starbucks: Dunkin.
Amc or united artists: ntah. suketi kau la
Walgreens or CVS: Boo~
Brownies or cookies: yeay, both! :))
Reading or writing: Both.
Surveys or polls: Surveys
Livejournal or xanga: Boooo! Haha. Xanga :D
Yellowcard or Ashlee Simpson: AFI or Jojo: Jojo.
Green Day or Beastie Boys: Green Day.
kill or be killed: Be killed.
eat or be eaten: Eat.
hate or be hated: Hate.
Ocean or pool: Ocean.
Singing or dancing: Singing.
Heart or peace sign: Heart.
Halloween or christmas: Raya.
Question or answer: Answer.
Fear factor or the o.c.: The OC
The simpsons or who's line is it anyway?: Simpsons.
Disney or The N: Disney.
Pancakes or waffles: Waffles.
Strawberrys or blueberrys: Blueberry
Yogurt or frozen yogurt: Yogurt.
Kiss or hug: Both! :).
Guitar or drums: Guitar.

okeh. i feel guilty.

ahoy there :)

just got up from bed. at 7. terok ah kau dibaa. hehe. firstly, i want to seek apologize from my beloved deskmate SHERRY. for not going out with her today. sherry, aku minta maaf tau. not that i dun want to go out, tp.. things were all messed up. aiyoyo. ah, nanti aku dtg umah kau buat kek.
ok tak? jangan marah ah tembam. psst, i love you. haha. thats one story yet to be told.

well, tolong ibu masak. and yes, aqilah sgt bangkai katak. pergi bawak pencil case aku gi tuition dia. pala lutut dia ah. terbengkalai homework aku yg sedia ada tu. tiqa, again.. tired of listening to her lack of money. woyh, bila nak bayar 5 hengget aku?

good news. im going out with ONY. taking photos together. ahh, AWESOME (: things doing great! ayah maybe going to send me back to PERLIS. yes yes. tak yah naik bus. nyampah aku. bosan semua itu okeh? boleh ah beli byk2 brg. yeeehaaa! i just cant wait la. just 6 months left. cepat ah. bored of waiting yet effortless. bla ah kau dibaa.

i miss him again. and i will always pray that feeling will fade away. serious. kali ni mmg betol2. im not denying it. but truly inside, tak yah fikir mende tu. kelak we will find our mr right yg betol2 punya... so, u dun have to worry dibaa.

tu je kot. erm.. i want to tag something from my adindaatiqa. hee. boredom. bese ah.

till then, love.

*001

hey peeps.

nothing special happened today. bangun, basuh pinggan. homework sikit and yet lots of surfing (:
get addicted to it. well, what was in my mind? thinking of my so stupid teenager problems. yang cikai tu. bodo ah. seriously. ibu said, cukupla tu diba ooi. qila said, kau ni.. tak yah fikir bende bodo. and yes i said, diba.. stop it. and yes, i turned to sejadah and prayed to Allah. Allah knows what happened. life has taught me a lot each day. maybe, ive made my mistake. but only Allah can judge me.

broken down. ehem. i was thinking of him too. missing him. eeeeee. kenapa perlu begitu? kenapa jadi begini? aku benci kamu! deep in heart, i am truly in love with him. and i always pray that i should let those feelings disappear away from me.. until i am ready for it. seriously. i just cant let myself. ntah la. dulu tak mcm ni. but now. falling in love is like doing a crime. big crime. i hate it.

holidays are on! phew, no exams, classes, gossips, ds' food, rules.. haha. bosan semua itu okeh? happy to be back home. friends and family. again! i miss fatin, megan, filzah, iza.. my lovey dovey. semua ah. ony, partner ronggengku. gosh, tak sabar nak kuar! yeay! internet 24 hours. mkn anytime. tv wahahah, aku punye. apalagi?

for this time. aku nak lupe sebentar mengenai beseri. maktabku yg gemilang itu. serious. it thoughts me a lot. ive been grown up with it. it makes me a tougher person. stronger each day. handling my pressure wisely. and sitting on sejadah and pray to Allah. never been better. maybe, things change a lot. but, it is for good. Allah has given me the way.. Alhamdulillah.

for this time. aku bersyukur sgt. at the same time, yes, i miss him.